People Management.

I don't really have any advice, other than to say it's the most appallingly difficult thing I've ever tried to do and I wish I had a better idea of how to do it. In my experience what you end up with is the by-product of your failure to achieve what you set out to do. It may turn out OK, but it wasn't what you meant and you've no idea how you got there.

This is what i've learnt throughout the week. I hope there will be a sense of forgiveness.
But it's hard when you know damage has been done and you can't rectify things and you don't wanna rectify things. As they say TIME WILL HEAL.... I think i need some time to quiet down myself.... Let things cool of by itself..... A man who refrains or controls his tongue...Holds himself together......

Well friend i never meant it...... I'm naughty....and i love to disturb you a lot..... It's not that i don't have respect, I'm just playful when it comes to you....because you r such a baby.... I'm sorry......


If we would build on a sure foundation in friendship, we must love friends for their sake rather than for our own.

Everything Matters.....

Hopeless day's do come in a person's life. It came today for me......

In my whole day of life in this wide wide world , i've never been embarased like how i am today.
The biggest blunder in life came today.

I learn a lesson that curiosity kills.....never underestimate the capabilities of the higher authorities. Eventhough you work hard in your office, when it comes to your performance evaluation it's not your hard work that counts , but every single other particles are also involved such as attendance, adherence, compliance to company rules and regulations and performance.
GUESS what ....... I screwed big time on the part where it says COMPLIANCE to Company Rules........SHIT.

When my Manager approached me .... my balls were literally in my throat....
But as calm as he was I knew that he couldn't do much for me.....
Well there goes my application for a senior position.... I salute my Manager whom eventhough is a year elder than me for being so calm and polite. If it was my Dad..... my dad would have literally slap the hell out of me......

I am really down today for being so dumb for these moments that i screwed up.... Guess everyone has a Devil in them.....

Jeremy ..... I'm sorry man.. I know you never expected this from me.... i assure u i'll be up to my descent conduct in office...

HR... u can issue anything you want to...... I'm fucking not bothered.... I don't blame you guys either but a verbal warning would have been much better....coz i know the limits...
But if you r issuing a warning letter.....Go Ahead i'm not fucking bothered bout it..

If i get the warning letter in my hands......That's the day i say Bye- Bye to my company...
I have to move on...... I don't blame anybody else but me..... I made the mistake and i'll leave...

I guess the issue in this world is like this..... No matter how many good things you do your entire life .... just by making one miserable mistake ...they forget bout all the goodness and they'll mark you down like nobody's bussines.....

I take pride and joy in my Lord God.......at least he Forgives....
Forgive me god for the sin i've done........

There goes my career record in the drains......Fcukin shit.





Champions believe in themselves even if no one else does In order to succeed, we must first believe that we can They can because they think they can


Fix your eyes on perfection and you make almost everything speed towards it. Hold yourself responsible for a higher standard than anyone expects of you. Hope sees the invisible, feels the intangible, and achieves the impossible. We only learn our limits by going beyond them


A mistake is only a mistake if you don’t learn from it Life’s challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they are supposed to help you discover who you are. If I had to live my life over again, I’d dare to make more mistakes next time